Things i'll never say

I'm tugging at my hair, I'm pulling at my clothes, I'm trying to keep my cool, I know it shows. I'm staring at my feet, my checks are turning red, I'm searching for the words inside my head. I'm feeling nervous trying to be so perfect, cause i know you're worth it, you're worth it. If I could say what I want to say, I'd say I wanna blow you... away. Be with you every night, am I squeezing you too tight?. If I could say what i want to see, I want to see you go down on one knee. Marry me today, yes, I'm wishing my life away. With these things i'll never say. It don't do me any good, i'ts just a waste of time, what use is it to you what's on my mind? if ain't coming out, we're not going anywhere, so why can't I just tell you that I care?.
I'm feeling nervous trying to be so perfect, cause i know you're worth it, you're worth it. If I could say what I want to say, I'd say I wanna blow you... away. Be with you every night, am I squeezing you too tight?. If I could say what i want to see, I want to see you go down on one knee. Marry me today, yes, I'm wishing my life away.