21.12.10

Stay

Siempre es "el final", siempre "se termina". Lo siento cuando lo digo, de verdad, quiero que se termine, pero pasan los días y me voy debilitando y me olvido todo lo que hizo que quiera que termine para acordarme todo lo mejor. Y vuelvo a estar atenta al celular y al telefono, a mirar el msn cada un minuto para ver si seguis conectado (y seguis sin hablarme), y si me hablas intento hacerme la enojada, contesto con monosilabos y "jaja" sarcásticos que no sirven de nada porque no te afectan en lo mas minimo, porque vos tenés mas claro que yo todo lo que hago y pienso, porque tenes en claro que cuando queres volver estoy aca, esperandote desde el primer momento en el que te fuiste.

2.12.10

Things i'll never say

I'm tugging at my hair, I'm pulling at my clothes, I'm trying to keep my cool, I know it shows. I'm staring at my feet, my checks are turning red, I'm searching for the words inside my head. I'm feeling nervous trying to be so perfect, cause i know you're worth it, you're worth it. If I could say what I want to say, I'd say I wanna blow you... away. Be with you every night, am I squeezing you too tight?. If I could say what i want to see, I want to see you go down on one knee. Marry me today, yes, I'm wishing my life away. With these things i'll never say. It don't do me any good, i'ts just a waste of time, what use is it to you what's on my mind? if ain't coming out, we're not going anywhere, so why can't I just tell you that I care?.
I'm feeling nervous trying to be so perfect, cause i know you're worth it, you're worth it. If I could say what I want to say, I'd say I wanna blow you... away. Be with you every night, am I squeezing you too tight?. If I could say what i want to see, I want to see you go down on one knee. Marry me today, yes, I'm wishing my life away.